Sunday, December 31, 2006
hi.. this will b my very last entry..
because writin blog used to b meant for some1 to read..
but i don think tt som1 will read anymore..
bye bye..
i will nt del this blog but i will stop visitin this blog..
last but nt least, today i was nt happy at all..
tears n moody..
no matter wad, bye..Labels: bye
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Friday, December 29, 2006
hihi... miss u ppl lots wor!!!
this week wad have i done? watchin youtube the whole day ! if nt den went to www.winzclub.com to view n play! erm, nth more le lo! this week is kind of sianz! hhaa.. but i will still treasure it de.. theres beauty in anymoment !! =)
tml goin for an interview at bedok/tanah mehra! don noe where the hell was tt place!! die le la! ltr lost my way den omg i cant imagine!! haha.. den later at nite will b goin NP for the SCC concert! min jia you!! haha... SEASONS, the time of the scc concert is 7pm..!! haha.. min will give us the tix when we reached there!!
erm, ltr goin je imm wif my aunt... haha..
it seems like this week was a family week!! hahaha...
hmm... so tired .. basically i jus wake up at 1.30pm... yst i slp at 3+ am... WOW!! hahaha
oya, i don think i can blog on this comin sat n sun! allow mi to type my last words for yr 2006!!
in yr 2006, alot of things happened, b it b happy o sad!!i cant gt into the course i wan in NP! i gt to noe hw sturbborn i was! i gt to noe some close friends!! this yr i learned to miss some1 so deeply tt changes mi! i lost myself alot of time! i lied alot !i acted! i have my first time break! fl n i quarrel alot! i gainin weight! i gt to noe alot army stalkers! gt to noe tt when alot of ppl say they likes u, u will feel kinda stress!! i gt to noe tt 'cute' is a word tt cannot b said by any1. it meant alot to mi!!basically i gt alot of very 1st feelin tt i never have b4 !
gt to find the true sw !
basically i dislike yr 2005 n 2006! hope 2007 will b a better yr!
wishes for 2007?
i wish my result will b satisfic!
i wish i can smile more often n b happy!
i wish my family will b as lovely n healthy!
i wish tt ppl i noe will b happy !
i wish seasons 4eva!
i wish i will have a smooth sailin route to success!
i wish tt ppl i noe will b able to find their prince/princess!
i wish i can experience more new things!
i wish tt all ppl i noe wont forget mi!
i wish i can gt to noe more ppl/ friends!!
i wish lyc don b bothered by those unhappy things anymore n b more lively n happy!
i wish seasons will b happy, healthy n lively!
i wish alvin ... don noe wad to wish him leh!!! haha!!!
i wish yl team will b as lovely!!
i wish st, i wish jk... aiyo don noe wad to wish 4 them leh!! how? wad abt wishin them HAPPY!!
i wish i wish i wish!!! omg i think god is angry abt mi le la!! i gt too many wishes!!! okok!! i will stop wishin!!! hahaha... last but not least, i wish a world peace!!!
HAPPY NEW YR!!!
=)Labels: gdbye 2006
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
yayaya... so many ppl corrected mi sia... my mistake k!!! in the last entry, i mean i thought through le!!! k? hahhaa...
wad i did today? i wake up at ard 1 , den watch tokyo juliet!!! hahah..
wad abt nw? i was singin to train my vocal... hahaha
was my voice really tt sucks? hmmm... i noe some of my friends told me tt my singin vocal nt appreciative.. hahha... sob*... don dare to go kbox le la...
hmm... my tears can roll anymoment, so wad abt trin to b an actress? hahhaa.. jkin la.. hahaha..
i love singin so i will train to make my voice better... yahhaa...
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Monday, December 25, 2006
hmmm.. basically will b n was HAPPY today onwards !!!! u ppl must b puzzeled!!! wad the hell was sw tokin abt? hahahaa....
due to some reason, i have think straight already!!! im HAPPY... !!! i wont b bothered abt any1 anymore!!!! i wan to lead a better future... wads enough is enough!!!
hmm... he was only a passer by in my life...!!! life isnt jus abt romance, there still alot of things worth for mi to commit... i wan to help needy who need my care n love...!!! hope my friends will b happy to join mi in helpin others... =)
seasons, this time im sure of wad i typed!!! believe mi!!! haha...
hmm.. i feel refreshed n contented!!! i feel relaxed!!! im happy from this moment onwards!!! =)
btw i wan to tnx him for bringin mi such a wonderful memory!! tt moments were great!!! xinying if u gt the chance to read this, help mi tnx ur bro...if he ask y? there is no y!!! tnx dear nuer'!!! love ya!!! im great to noe u n pf.. hahah
to him, sorry n tnx... hope u will find urs princess soon..
to seasons, sorry n tnx...
to my friends, sorry n tnx...
to myself, sorry n tnx...
=)Labels: found myself after long torture
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
wad a christmas eve... wake up at 9 plus den meet jing n mq at bl station... don now whether i reached too early o they r late... i wait i wait i wait!!!! happy waitin!!
den meet fl at je station.. at first i tot i n fl will nt tok at all due to some reason.. but we r ok!!! hahaha... was angry abt 1 another was already a habit for us o wad??? haha...
we shop at vivo den meet lileng for lunch.... the food there nt bad but don noe y my appetiate wasnt tt gd lo.. hhaa... didnt finish my plate again.. sharks...
den shop shop shop....!!!!
mq went hm... jing, fl n i went to jp sakae to eat... didnt eat much!!!
i den stupidly request fl to call him n wish him merry christmas.. very stupid mi indeed!! but also gt to noe fl is really a true friend , those yrs of quarrelment was worth of!!! hahah... minutes later yulong called n play the same thing we did... haha..
finally gt to hear his voice... but i cant speak out.. i don noe y!!!??? tt feelin is weird!!! i feel like tokin to a stranger tt i noe but don really rmb... speechless!!! weird!!! mayb wad jing said was rit!! wad i wan from him nw was only a reply ... i don need any commitment from him at all!!! but he seems to b escapin from tt reply... hahha... will i still live romantically w/o a simple reply from him? i don noe either!!! hw i wish my heart can love som1 else n treat him as a stranger !!!
or even he still trear mi as his friend .. friend tt can go out, have dinner o lunch together o wad ever... hahaha... i cant even gt tt from him... hahah
can i stop bloggin abt him? i feel so tired but my hear don allow mi to forget thinkin... pls give mi a break by jus reply mi !!!!
after our dinner at sakae, we head to my hse... fl played wif my hair... actually i do like tt hairstyle.. it look really sweet!! tnx fl... nw den i noe im nt ugly at all... muackz....
if lyc gt the chance to read this entry, i wanna giv u a few words n hope u don mind!!!
mayb i do understand how u feel !!! wads over is over!!! pls don b bothered abt it!!! i oso tried to forget abt my him but till nw i don even noe whether i hav did it o nt... !!! so don force urself to forget her!!! jus carry on to lead a new life of urs... !!! no1 is perfect, u don need to b perfect!!! u jus need to b urself!!! u will find ur romance when the time comes!!! if u do need an accompany pls feel free to ask mi out!!! i will try to b available!!! =)
last but nt least, wish all my frienzy MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ENJOY!!! FORGET ABT ALL THOSE U DON WAN TO RMB !!! LEAD A BETTER FUTURE AHEAD!!!
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
hmmm... i think tt i will nt b havin fun this christmas...
still don noe whether goin fl hse for steamboat.. haha.. don have any feelin regardin anything..
mum bought mi a slipper n jacket.. love it man... i have nt shop for present ... may b doin tt on fri... shld i give him a present? hahha.. i don noe la... don wish to think abt anything...
end here..Labels: no fun
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Monday, December 18, 2006
shld i say the weather is gettin bad o my health is gettin bad? currently down wif flu, no appetiate to eat. jus read fl's blog, envy her!! haha!! last week chat wif jing, envy her oso!! hahah!!!
when will it b my turn? m i ready for everything? i jus feel tt i have nt grew up!! my thinkin is still so childish n 'fan'. hahah!!
to him, i can only say i think i missed him alot!! together wif him, i can b myself!! but don noe wads wrong wif mi, i tample everything!!
once alvin told mi he was the 1 wasnt ready to commit, but after such a long period, i find myself was the 1 who wasnt ready!! do he still love mi? do he miss mi? y he don allow mi to wait? i so wantin to ask him all these!! but no courage!! haha!! shld i accept a new romance to forget him? do i really have to hurt tt new romance? sometimes i really hate holiday, makes mi think alot abt the past!! im gettin fade up!!! pls reply mi!! even u don love mi anymore!! make mi give up waiting!! make mi shi xin!! sorry , from te past till nw, my entry never gave up tokin abt him!! so sorry!!
haha!! can i make another list of christmas wishes? definitely ok lol!!
1) passed my exam
2) he replied mi
3) find my knight
4) stop havin wild thinkin
5) happy always/ smile always
haha!!christmas approachin but i nt yet i have nt buy present for my friends!! goin wif jing on wed to buy but who shld i give? hahah!!
during past 2 weeks, i watched alot shows in youtube. i watched wei siao pasta, er zhou ju zi wen, mar heaven, dragon ball Z , hua yang shao nian shao nu n .... !! hahaha!!! i always watched until 4 plus 5 am!! haha!! gt scoldin by mummy !!!! hahah... there still more to catch!!! haha!! omg, i have nt go back my sch to do some reg thingy!! mayb goin tml o thur!!! haha!!
end here!!
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
wad is love? probably it means tt bein able to c he/she happy.. will b always b wif him/her...
by puttin on a smile, no thing cannot b solved ...
havin wu gui jin shen is great..
bein urself is great...
he n i break for mths le... i shld nt hold back... at least i hav try my best to withstand the r/s...
i will nt fall n wait for my next romance...
love matters whether both hav try their very best to continue n withstand..
if nt, then tt person wasnt 1 u really love...
there isnt any certainty in life... its definitely true tt we build our own future.. but there still things tt goes by fate... no matter hw deeply in love was the 2 parties, if they r nt meant to b together, they will still leave eachother...tts fate... no 1 can avoid...
life n death we cant predict.. if there is a chance we must tell the 1 we love tt we likes them.. if u miss tt chance, u will surely live in regret... believe mi o nt...
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
OMG.. tired tired tired... my body so sore...
after sun tanning make my skin so pain ... but im happy tt i become abit tanned le.. yeah...
hmmm... no idea wad to type ... im too tired sia... i shall go youtube to watch le.. hahaha
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Friday, December 08, 2006
haiz.. exam finally over but im nt happy...
finance acc was alrite, cost acc was bad,theory pp was horrible...
MR SANTA, i really wished all my 3 ppl will gt mi a pass... i don wan to waste my $$ n time... PLEASE!!!
today i went to cut my hair... fl say look like little gal.. mummy say no different... hmm... but i find tt i look fresher.. hmm.. mayb next time i shld find another hair dresser to style my hair... haha
all i can say is tt im exhausted... too tired to do anything even slp...i find tt my smile wasnt sweet anymore.. i wan back my cheerfulness n sweet smile... so i have to KILL my tiredness.. wahahahaa...
mayb tml den plan wad i shld do for this 1 mth of holiday... hahhaa.. i shldnt care much abt the result first... i WAN TO PLAY HARD!!!
who shld i buy present to for christmas??? hmmm.... still thinkin... hahah..
no matter wad im sure im makin cookies for some of my friendz... hahha.. buget la.. haha
from today onward , a new sw is approachin... haha... lets see hw will the result of reborn will b.. wahahahaa...
monday goin tannin wif jing... who wan join? st, u free on monday? if nt den when u free den i acc u again.. hahah... miss u wor lao po.. haha... nt forgtin my lao gong- linlin, i miss u too wor.. hahaha...
i go watch tv n relax le...
c uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!Labels: freedom
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
quizz: Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
quizz: Journey to the Real You
Here is the analysis:
- You have 5 true friends.
- You will have 1 true love before getting married.
- It is your work ethic that you rest for just a minute.
- Here is the description of your ideal mate: "beautiful"
- XXX XXX.. is the person you will never get over for the rest of your life.
- You give 70% in a relationship.
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
hmm.. recently studyin .. tml my exam.. im so scared..
1 attempt n tts it.. hmm.. scared sia..
hmm... durin these few weeks i ponder alot while studyin..
i don noe wad LOVE is!! my past romance is nt wad love shld b..
i think no 1 will understand wad i mean.. even i don understand..
LOVE shld b something tt both parties miss eachother n wan he/she to b happy n fortunate..
u will only hope he/she to share ur happiness n nt woes...
tts selfish but aint tt the real love means..
m i rit? when ppl escape from the reality n jus wanna to b a world of ownself..
wad tokin mi sia?
no matter wad, i start to think abt my last romance.. i miss him becoz i already used to his existance... do i still love him? i don really noe.. i don wan to noe either.. y shld i noe when some1 wont/ never miss /love mi? 5 mths passed, i think i have stands up.. the feelin of 'wait' starts to fade off... yeah.. aint it a gd sign.. but i don think i goin into another r/s soon... i rather enjoy bein wif my friends n bein single... i can have a better view of thinkin... aiya.. wad tokin mi? i oso don noe... im scared...
i oso gt to understand wad determination really means!!! it can result gd n oso bad..
share wif u next time...
hmmm... these 3 days goin expo for exam...
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