Tuesday, December 05, 2006
hmm.. recently studyin .. tml my exam.. im so scared..
1 attempt n tts it.. hmm.. scared sia..
hmm... durin these few weeks i ponder alot while studyin..
i don noe wad LOVE is!! my past romance is nt wad love shld b..
i think no 1 will understand wad i mean.. even i don understand..
LOVE shld b something tt both parties miss eachother n wan he/she to b happy n fortunate..
u will only hope he/she to share ur happiness n nt woes...
tts selfish but aint tt the real love means..
m i rit? when ppl escape from the reality n jus wanna to b a world of ownself..
wad tokin mi sia?
no matter wad, i start to think abt my last romance.. i miss him becoz i already used to his existance... do i still love him? i don really noe.. i don wan to noe either.. y shld i noe when some1 wont/ never miss /love mi? 5 mths passed, i think i have stands up.. the feelin of 'wait' starts to fade off... yeah.. aint it a gd sign.. but i don think i goin into another r/s soon... i rather enjoy bein wif my friends n bein single... i can have a better view of thinkin... aiya.. wad tokin mi? i oso don noe... im scared...
i oso gt to understand wad determination really means!!! it can result gd n oso bad..
share wif u next time...
hmmm... these 3 days goin expo for exam...
end here.Labels: love
i still miss my last
romance ;
Saturday, November 25, 2006
today im feelin better but don no y no mood to study.. hahaha... so intend to wake up early tml to study double of wad i suppose to study lo.. haha...
mayb wad jing said in her blog is rite!!' it takes half of the time to forget the person u r wif'..
i gt another 1 yr 3mths to do so... hahha... it sound like a torture.. hahah...
but if u ask mi whether i still love him? i oso donnoe hw to reply u but i likes him... everymoment i logged onto my msn, i will c his nick n feelin so wantin to reply his nick but i don think he will like tt ba... no matter wad we r individual parties for abt 3 mths le... hahaha... how i wish to ask him how he doin? gt any gal attracts his attention? hw sch doin? still able to cope? must tc! mus jia you in studies n findin his loved 1!!! or sometime i waitin he to ask mi something even a simple hi , how u doin?... hahhaa.. idiotic mi...mayb tts wad pieces character shows ba... so the idiot!! hahahaha...
the days of bein sick makes mi think alot... he nt those suave guy but y i so devoted? do he deserve ? do he noe i still likes him? wad exactly was he thinkin ? hahha... questions everywhere.... haha... i tot i will faint after so many times vomitin... if i really faint, will he go hospital to pay a visit? so childish ba... hhaha.. i find it scary so i tell myself i must b strong n must nt end up in hospital... i don wan to noe the fact tt he will nt pay mi a visit... im a coward...
hope he will find his true love soon... best wishes!!
ya!! being sentimental again...
no mood to do anything .. no mood to study..
end here..Labels: love
i still miss my last
romance ;