Monday, December 18, 2006
shld i say the weather is gettin bad o my health is gettin bad? currently down wif flu, no appetiate to eat. jus read fl's blog, envy her!! haha!! last week chat wif jing, envy her oso!! hahah!!!
when will it b my turn? m i ready for everything? i jus feel tt i have nt grew up!! my thinkin is still so childish n 'fan'. hahah!!
to him, i can only say i think i missed him alot!! together wif him, i can b myself!! but don noe wads wrong wif mi, i tample everything!!
once alvin told mi he was the 1 wasnt ready to commit, but after such a long period, i find myself was the 1 who wasnt ready!! do he still love mi? do he miss mi? y he don allow mi to wait? i so wantin to ask him all these!! but no courage!! haha!! shld i accept a new romance to forget him? do i really have to hurt tt new romance? sometimes i really hate holiday, makes mi think alot abt the past!! im gettin fade up!!! pls reply mi!! even u don love mi anymore!! make mi give up waiting!! make mi shi xin!! sorry , from te past till nw, my entry never gave up tokin abt him!! so sorry!!
haha!! can i make another list of christmas wishes? definitely ok lol!!
1) passed my exam
2) he replied mi
3) find my knight
4) stop havin wild thinkin
5) happy always/ smile always
haha!!christmas approachin but i nt yet i have nt buy present for my friends!! goin wif jing on wed to buy but who shld i give? hahah!!
during past 2 weeks, i watched alot shows in youtube. i watched wei siao pasta, er zhou ju zi wen, mar heaven, dragon ball Z , hua yang shao nian shao nu n .... !! hahaha!!! i always watched until 4 plus 5 am!! haha!! gt scoldin by mummy !!!! hahah... there still more to catch!!! haha!! omg, i have nt go back my sch to do some reg thingy!! mayb goin tml o thur!!! haha!!
end here!!
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i still miss my last
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