My nAme:suwen
mY aGe:18 born on march 20 . Currently studyin @ private institute(ftc) to achieve ACCA. i love eatin(confirm gain weight lo) , singing(terrible vocal) n makin friends. i love 5N1'o5(they just rockz) . i love my family n friends n seasons(they r always der 4 mi). i hate yam n myself .i hate ppl tryin to avoid mi.

WISH ONE: gain ACCA passed
WISH TWO: 'jian fei chen gong'
WISH THREE: meet my prince charming

*yIlIn
*shUtiNg
*fOOng LiNg
*liJING
*mEIqI
*YongCai
*jUn KEat
*jiNgcHun
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*pEIFanG
*ALvin
*sUfANg
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*THEResa
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ICE ANGEL
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erm... today i overslpt again lo.. haha... i think i m really tired sia.. haha... but tonit i goin to study late again... haha...

fl meet mi after sch n we go kboxing.. haha... we sing n i finally cry... haha... we gt alot of song don noe how to sing..need min de assistance.. haha.. funny.. haha.. today the assistance there oso very cute.. haha..

den nw i havin a break from studyin...
erm... i may nt b updatin for 1 mth.... 1 mth later .. there may b a big change for my life....haha....
i m ok... really ok... c u 1 mth later....

i still miss my last romance ;

yst i study till 2 plus den went to slp...stressed~!
u noe wad,i gt 3 dreams.. i dreamt of jj requestin of break... i dreamt of him 2 timer.. i dreamt of i 2 timer oso... haiz... den yst gt drained n now havin terrible headach.... omg.... sad n worries!!!

i still miss my last romance ;

today, i am very tired!!!
who the hell implemented the stupid theory concept tad make ppl recite answer tad can b found in books?? that person really inhuman...

aiyo, today the guy sit in front of me... hhaa... but cant c his face clearly... sob!!! y guy always wanna act cool?? haha... on my way hm, i saw 1 of my classmate, she so diao de lo... singaporean leh... so diao!!! haha...

after school, i n angelyne go jp walk walk ... den saw min n cassandra( i suppose) ... they head hm .. i n angelyne carry on shopin... den we go THIS FSHION... i saw a jacket tad look lovely n intend to buy... but an auntie took it .. sob!!! no fate with that jacket la... haha...

den we go yellow again... saw the bag that tempted me for 2 days... i bought it...haha...
it costs 40 bucks... so xin tong... but mummy return me the money le... love mummy always... haha...

although i gt new friends le... but don noe y..?... i still prefer my those siao n noisy de buddy... haha....
end here!!

i still miss my last romance ;

hmmm... today i overslpt...haha.. i must b very tired... haha...
nw msnin with hamster.. we seems lamin all the way.. haha.. so funny...

jack msn mi n tell mi tad my nick is incorrect.... he say most guys will oso thinkin abt his gf de... oni they wont spell it out.... guys will oni call or sms their gf askin them some thingy like wad u doin... was he right? btw.. my msn nick den was y girls tend to miss their bf whenever they are but guys dont.... haha...

i noe tad sometime or probably most of my time.... i think alot... hhaa...
sorry to all especially sorry to my dear jj... haha...
its not tad i wan think tad much but i m scared... i gt rather low confident... most of my friends suffer from breakage... nw, i m so scared... i love him like nobody matter le... haha... so tupid indeed... haha...

now, i wanna trust jj , wanna believe in him ... life r short... i jus wanna rmb our sweet memories together n no stupid thought... i promise...
i oso promise tad, i will tell u anything abt my life.. hope u will tell mi too...
we2 r couple n nt stranger... don keep eachother a distance...

end here... love is thingy tad need 2 ppl contribution !

i still miss my last romance ;

these few days, i study n watched mr fightin @ youtube..
there r some quotes in the show tad sound quite meaningful
... if u cant give him/her happiness, let go of him/her!!... i m nt afraid of love but i m afraid of fallin deep in u!! ... There never forever love, there only forever momeries... haha.... all so touchin.. omg...

today , alvin told me tad even jj no more love me he oso wont request for break... this shocked me lots... bcoz in love with someone no more love me is a torture to me..!! hahaa...
alvin say to c whether he still love me.. jus wait 4 his holiday n i will noe the ans....
haha... wad if i noe the ans? alvin oso say if break, all bcoz of me.. haha.. this make mi sound so bad.. haha...

no matter wad.. i already promise him i will wait 4 him... this is a promise.. haha... he oso promise mi tad he will b frank to me when he no more love mi.. haha..

tad day, jj they all tok abt watchin fireworks... haa... don noe whether he will ask me go along ma?... haha...i hope to go.. but if he didnt ask, i oso cant say anything... haha... so lets wait... haha..
tml is our 1yr6mth aniversary... last time... he will sms me on every 24th... will he do it tml? haha... if nt , i oso cant say anything.. haha..
end here!!

i still miss my last romance ;

the lesson for today is really tough.. hahaa.. but i noe i can make it de... haha
i went to kallang 4 musical nit after sch... but.. while waitin 4 alvin... i wait 4 him at the wrong platform.. haha.. pai seh sia.. haha...

at the musical, i finally saw him... i feel joy.. but we spent abt no time together.. hahaa...
after dismiss i join his group .. haha... i don noe y he keep askin mi to join my gal friends.. but i insisted.. haha... so tired of it.. hhaa..

den in the mrt... i start to think alots.... haha...
y while walkin.. i oni tok to the others except him? will he feel angry?
y while we gt the time bein alone... we so damn QUiet? i noe he is very tired... but we don even gt thingy to tok... i think so hard but still no topic.. ahha
hav we bcome friends? hav we bcome stranger? r u still couple?haha...
he still love mi as deeply? i still love him?
i can no more hear his heartbeat.... haha.....

i ran to the bus when he sendin mi to the bus... i hate those silence...
if i ask 4 tad.. i will regret... if he tell mi.. i think he don willin to c mi sad again.. haha..
i nt askin much.. m i? haha... these all thoughts r so the fan lo...
mayb tonit.. i don intend to slp... stay up study ba.. haha...

i nt pin pointin him... he is innocence... its me.... i don noe how i feel? i don noe how he feel? i jus wan i long lastin relationship... i jus love him tad much... until i don noe wad to say... i hate it.. y n when i bcome so commited? in the beginin.. i tell myself nt to commit into it but i failed... haha...

i need time to settle my mood n feelin... he need time too... hahaa..
enjoy today.. hha

i still miss my last romance ;

hmm... today the theory class so chim...
i don understand la...
it equalvalent to ss + geogaphy + history.. omg...
ppl say p2 difficult but i find p5 more hard.. haha

today i go jp n saw a minnie mouse ear-ring so cute.. haha.. but i think nt suitable 4 mi de.. so didnt buy.. haha.. den i oso saw bags @ 10 bucks.. its big but the deco so limited.. haha... so didnt buy oso.. haha...

oya... today in class i saw a guy who r cool n oso quite handsome de.. haha.. but all my friends didnt agree wif mi.. sad... y always like tad.. hhaa..but he really so shuai.. haha.. when leavin the classroom , he even open the door 4 mi... so happy... haha... hope 1 day can noe him as friends coz i m attached wif a clever pig le... haha...

oya... i oso notice tad 1 of my classmate was my jvs senior.. haha.. so happy.. we tok n exchange number.. her name is angelyn... haha...nice to meet my xue jie... haha...

today i m happy but stress.. haha... tml morning meetin those quiet freak for lunch @ bugis.. haha... n wearin the short skirt n sleeveless yi fu n heel tml.. cold sia.. haha...
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i still miss my last romance ;

hmm.... today i almost late 4 sch.. i overslept.. hhaa
erm... today in class i notice a guy starin at mi.. haha.. mayb i think 2 much le la.. haha..
n oso the guy sit beside mi gt a strong cigerette smell... y so strong? i oso don noe.. haha..
today de lesson so hard sia... haiz..but don noe y i still can miss jj lotz..

after sch.. ye, maxi, elva(huiying) n i go eat BK den go somerset de don noe where walk walk.. den i find tad place nt bad.. mayb next time can go wif all my jie mei.. haha..
den we4 go take neoprint... the 1st 1 nt nice de... until the second 1 den i man yi... haha..
maxi treated us 4 the second 1.. haha.. tnx maxi.. haha.
den we head hm le... nxt time will hav more fun.. haha
i write abt them 4 wad? they don even noe my blog.. haha..

once i reached hm.. i finally started my revision ... finally understand .. haha... tnx god.. haha..
but i still must jia you... i mus b top of top.. haha...
i lookin 4 a nice ear-ring.. but no where can i find.. jus nw i saw phyllis de shop, the pic of the blue 1 look nice but don noe the real 1 will b nice ma.. haha.. wad tokin mi? haha..

omg.. tml goin 4 the tupid theory paper...sian 1/2.. hhaa.... hope i can understand soon.. haha..
erm.... tads all 4 today..c u..

i still miss my last romance ;

hihi... today i so guai... i do revision le ..
haha...
yst go ftms n ps wif maxi n elva..
they so quiet de lo unlike seasons n all my friends..
haha.... i bought a black dye to DIY my clothes.. haha
o ya.. ftms de environment look like office style... haha..

today i tok alot in class.. haha
today don noe y the lecturer keep lookin @ mi sia...
i noe i ugly oso don need to look at mi de ma.. haiz

today i reach hm at 2.30 den i iron some clothin..
i start revisin my work from 4 till 6.30...
omg.. missed my winx club.. sob...
den @ 7 i watched ge dou tian wan... i cried.. hhaa..

mummy say i gettin fatter le sia... sad sad... i wan jian fei.. hah
end here... miss u all..

i still miss my last romance ;

hihi.. long 5 day no c le o.. miss mi?
hmm... basically monday to friday study, lesson, busy n busy..
but still energetic...cant online often...
on sat ... season go kenny roger to eat.. haha.. i tot its at jp but its nt.. haha.. sotong sia..
den i wear nt nice sia.. hope nt to b so sotong again...
on sat, don noe y? i gt a rush to c jj.. but we 2 nt free..

Today!!! i go temple wif my family to settle thingy ..
don noe y today de incense smoke make my eyes feel terrible...
settle everything at around 1 plus den go fl hse..
again, i suddenly feel like hearin jj de voice so i called him but didnt tok long coz he busy wif his hw.. hhahaa... nvm la... i can c him on 21st.. haha...
if possible i thnk i may stick on to him the whole evening... i noe all my friends wont mind de.. haha...

u noe wad i already settled wad to wear on musical nit.. but i hope jj can sent mi hm after the function....but ... aiyo.. c whether he tired or nt first lo...hahha...

oya... my kor gt tell mi abt 1 of his friend gt rape by a bunch of blackmen yet she didnt report to police... i oso don noe y...
but i scared oso coz my hse there gt alot of those blackmen....
all gals... don b hm too late... must ensure ur safty by askin someone to bring u hm o fetch u hm.. hhaa..
tc .. c u..

i still miss my last romance ;

halo.. i jus reach hm...
sian sia... i damn tired.. exhausted...
past daz.. i think 2 many thingy/problem le... so tired.. haha..
jj n some of my friends r facin problem oso... hope they will gt over soon..
if u guys r comfortable wif mi.. u all can share ur woes wif mi de.. don worry...

u noe wad i miss nasi lemak... so wantin to eat.. but cant find.. haha
gals n guys.. i gt new friends le.. so u all need nt worry...

mayb i should listen to wad alvin say... i mus listen to my heart n nt my brain..
sometime.. i act smart.. n think abt thingy tad nt the truth.. haha.. i mus change this bad habit.. haha..

k la.. end here... miss u all n jj... love u all 2..

i still miss my last romance ;

hihi.. miss mi?
haha... i love season n my 2 'lao gong'(st n yl) n my 2 'sista'.. haha
they always der 4 mi when i need them.. i love u guys..
u all will never let mi feel distance.. tnx man..

today i did lotz study lo.. haha
sian.... haha..
i lookin 4ward to 21 july... haha..
i miss all my friends.. haha
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i still miss my last romance ;

funny sia... today my cousin call mi n ask mi to join superstar audiction...
he say i nt bAD... HAHA..he wan gt the form 4 mi .. haha... but cannot la..
haha... my voice so nan ting ... haha...my appearance so nan kan... omg!!
sure kana kick out de la.. haha... even my friends say i sing terriblly le.. haha...
hhaha.. this is the joke 4 today.. haha...

i still miss my last romance ;

halo, miss mi rit!!? haha...
basically mon, tue n wed schoolon lo... hhaa...
tired but energetic... haha...
i will never say die de.. haha...

hmm... thur no class.. yeah... haha..
fri goin watch movie wif fl n jing @ 8+.. haha

yst gt to noe from mq tad mingshi is my pri sch friend.. haha
nw, mingshi is my dear linlin de poly friend.. haha.. the world is really small man.. hhaa

oso thinkin who jk likes nw? huishan say someone in sec sch??
haha...

yyy? i can c my friends almost every moment.. every week..
haha.. love all my friends deeply...

y m i avoidin him or was he avoidin mi? i gt no idea..
mayb he really busy... mayb i too relies on him le ba.. haha
a mixture feelin indeed...
mayb i shall avoid him till musical nit... i wanna this period a time for both of us to rest more n think more(abt whether we r still as lovin?) . this is oni my view la.. he noe nth abt it..
is nt tad i don trust him but i don trust myself ba... i don trust me as his darlin 4eva ..the world is big... mayb both of us mus experience more thingy ba...mayb we will nt last long till old.. so let us enjoy the memories we shared in the past n nw.. haha...

i mus learn nt 2 b so relies on ppl le...
haha... tc everyone!

i still miss my last romance ;

basically, today go kbox wif alvin n jing n min...
we sing alots... but still miss fl... haha...
we sing till i damn tired lo.. haiz... but enjoy.. hha
my voice like hell sia.. haha...

i reach home at abt 9pm ba...
den mq call mi remind mi abt the show(guardian angel).. tnx mq..
den i watch ...
beginin.. i wanna a guardain angel oso..
endin.. i don wan any guardian angel...
haha... don ask mi y.. i jus don wan..
i jus wanna b wif my loved 1...
happy marriage..
there gt 1 line i agree wif it lo..
(some ppl walk fast, some ppl walk slow.To maintain a long lasting relationship, both parties must 'rang' each other)
this line is so meaningful lo..
haha...

tml is my 1st day in CATS..
feel scared.. no friend.. sad!!
no matter wad.. i must b strong..
haha....

i still miss my last romance ;

wad i did today?
basically, i go watch superman return with jing n mq...
b4 tad.. we ate pizza.. omg damn full le lo..
den we smuggle ice-cream into cinema.. bloated sia...
haha...

u noe wad i fall in love wif clark kent(the superman) ..
he look so man n strong n treated her gal (lois lane) so the gd lo...
if possible, i hope i m lois lane... i hope i m superman de galfriend..
haha...

now, i declare tad the superman is my boyfriend.. haha..
love u superman....
miss u superman...
hope to c superman again... muackz!

i still miss my last romance ;