My nAme:suwen
mY aGe:18 born on march 20 . Currently studyin @ private institute(ftc) to achieve ACCA. i love eatin(confirm gain weight lo) , singing(terrible vocal) n makin friends. i love 5N1'o5(they just rockz) . i love my family n friends n seasons(they r always der 4 mi). i hate yam n myself .i hate ppl tryin to avoid mi.

WISH ONE: gain ACCA passed
WISH TWO: 'jian fei chen gong'
WISH THREE: meet my prince charming

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...ROMANCE GODDESS

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hi.. miss mi? hha
basically this whole week i m studyin my textbk..
everything so difficult sia... hope i can make it..
haha...
frankly speakin i feel abit regret le la..
i regret le .. how??
i regret i didnt go poly...
y i didnt choose ECH? y i so sturbborn?
ya.. i like accountin but ... haha

i scared tad i cant make it to acca..
if really cant make it.. den there will b no future 4 mi le ..
i so scared... the feelin of fear evolve again.. omg..
i realise tad i mind alot wad other ppl say...
if there ppl ask mi wad qualification i m?
i cant answer i m diploma o degree holder..
wad should i reply?
hope i can get acca qualification ..

in the beginin, i scared tad my dear will leave mi coz i didnt study poly n no time wif him..i scared the feelin will fade away...
i noe i think 2 much le...
i make too many fuss abt it le..so i ended the thought le..
for relationship, i shall let nature take charge..
really hope i n him will b together till old..
hope he will still love mi as usual..
sorry dear.. i noe i m sturbborn..
no matter wad.. i will nt blame u de..

i oso scared tad my friends will leave mi.. i will nt hav any friends..
but at least nw i noe season n my 'lao gong's r the friends tad will nt leave mi de..
so happy.. tnx friends..hope we all can b 4ever de friends..

haha.. wad all these shows? i m stressed... omg... i m scared..
haha... these all explain y i becomin kinda unlike mi .. haha..
i hate myself..
hope i can overcome all these..

i still miss my last romance ;

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: foong:D
Favourites
favourite colour: purple, blue, black, pure white
favourite food: edible will do except yam..
favourite song: Lots, except dislike most techo songs
favourite day of the week: basically everyday
favourite season: winter... reason whereby i oso don noe..

current mood: stressed..
current taste: Nothing
current clothes: with clothing on of coz..
current desktop: winnie the pooh..
current toenail: Plain
current time: 4.58pm
current surroundings: music.. san ge zi...
current thoughts: Hope i n jj can be 1314 together
First
first best friends: huishan(childhood friend) weiting, yingjie,eranthe,cheryl,edmund,fucai,yihao,rt n so on(pri friend)seasons n 5n1 de friend)
first crush: is it edmund o jw? i oso forget le.. haha.
first lie: i don miss n love jj..
first music: Nursery Rhymes - twinkle twinkle little stars..
Last
last cigarette: Never, i hate it man
last drink: water.. haa
last car ride: erm..242 bus ba.. can?
last crush: currently, junjie
last movie: forget le la..
last phone call: my sis.
last CD played: nth.. i listen to destop..
Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: too many le.. so forget abt it..
have you ever broken the law: i walked wif jay. haha
have you ever been arrested: No, for wad?
have you ever skinny-dipped: wad is it? i don noe ..
have you ever been on tv: erm.. sec 3 camp lo..
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: No, i only kiss the 1 i loved
5 things you are wearing: Earrings, tshirt, pe short, spectacle n undergarment..
4 things you done today: studyin, listenin song, msnin n bathin.
3 things you can hear right now: wufakaikou, silent n my heartbeat
1 thing you do when you are bored:SLEEp!
*5 people to tag?
- peifang
- xinying
- Meiqi
- eranthe
- alvin
* sorry for disturbing you with this irritating thing, but still have to do, as say by the person who send me this :D

i still miss my last romance ;

hi there...
u all miss mi??
basically.. i keep studyin lo...
hope i can b the top in CATS...
hope i can b able to go acca...
i wanna b someone b4 marriage..
currently.. feel stressed...
but luckily.. my deardear r there 4 mi..
so happy...haha...
i tot he will sack my position sia..
haha...heng arx!!

erm.. today went jp wif my mummy..
den meet mq tp buy toner n moisturizer...
wanted to buy mask but don hav the 1 i wan de..
so i will get it next week... haha

o ya.. dear friends up der... nowaday i studyin my work..
so may nt online often like b4...
but u all will nt b forgotten de...
miss u all lotzz...
miss deardear lotzz oso...
miss deardear de family lotzz lotzz...
miss secondary sch life!!!
end here..

i still miss my last romance ;

hihi.. back...
erm... nth much happenin on the weekday lo..

sat, fl n jing acc mi to collect my books...
b4 tad something funny happen @ fl hse..
i buy food 4 jing n her to eat.. haha
den we left fl hse @ 3 i think..

it rains lo.. haha
den we take cab from FTC to je...
as we alight i hit my head.. damn hard de lo..
from tad very moment.. i thinkin m i happy???
haha.. toopid sia.. haha..
i feel abit depress abt love.. haha

we shop 4 food 4 steamboat...
eda joinin us 2..
we eat lots..

24 is i n him de day but he nt free...
hope tad we can b together @ every 24..
haha
den end here..

i still miss my last romance ;

nth much happenin ....
these few dayz i often slp early n wake up late...
my life is borin....
tnx jing , fl n linlin for ur concern....
i m feelin better....
hhaa..

this week jus isnt my week...
hhaha....
but i promise him tad i will nt b tad hot tempered le...
hhaa....

i noe he under some kind of stress...
i don noe how can i help...??
mayb i shld stay away from him 4 a while...
i scared i m oso a stress to him...
this time, i will let him decide...
i don wan think 2 much...
hahha....

erm... i gt to noe 1 21 old guy in msn...
his name is kuan bing...
he a joker... haa...
but jus tad he isnt my cup of tea...
i n kb can b friend.... oni friend.....
hhaa....

hmmm... nth much to say le..
end here....

i still miss my last romance ;

today kor wake mi up @ 11..
pull me up to climb the stairs..
we climb 3 times to n fro...
omg.. breathless lo.. long time didnt exercise le
hhaa...
den go down for chicken rice...
nth much happen le lo...
watch cartoon again.. hhaa
den when i call ftc for the available of textbk..
they say nt yet ok... mus wait..
sian lo... so slow.. haha..
end here!
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erm... today i headach sia.. sian...
mummy say i gt abit fever.. haiz...
but i wan go sentosa on wed..
so if really fever den mus wait till thurs den can ..
haha...
wed is the oni moment i can b wif him... haha
hope 1 day i can go his hse ... but scared his mother scold mi..
but i willin to face it lo... this the the choice i made ma...
i think his mother will understand de.. haha...
i m selfish fellow sia...
hopin 4 1 day to spend my day wif him...
but.. haha...
cant tahan le.. stop here..

i still miss my last romance ;

today i didnt go out...
i stay @ hm n do hsework lo..
hhaa... c cartoon network oso lo..

hha... hmmm.. i think i m addicted to 4 songs.
the 4 songs R san ge zi, wu fa kai kou ,yong gan de xing fu (these 3 r from liu guang sen lin)
N jolin de jia zhuan...haha
as 4 the song san ge zi, it make mi understand love.
as 4 the song wu fa kai kou,it describe how i feel in my relationship.
as 4 the song yong gen de xing fu, i hope i m yong gan..
as 4 the song pretence, i cry when 1st c the mv..
i hope this will never happen to mi...

haha... tads all 4 today!
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hmmm... he finally cleared all my doubts...
hahaa... i m fortunate to hav jj..
i m happy ... love jj always!!

i still miss my last romance ;

erm.. basically yst go 4 swensen n mac wif all my siao de friends...
haha... this is to celebrate st de bday... haha... hope she enjoy la..
tad nit we all damn full de lo...haaha..

den... today season go raffles... slack there till don noe where to go sia...
den all head home... nan de o... so early go hm.. hahah..

reach hm le... den msg jj lo...
coz i notice tad i didnt sign out my msn.. he prompt mi lo...
ahha.. feel bad so msg him...
he goin 4 dinner.. n i ask him to c more chio bu.. haha
funny de wo o!!!

omg... i notice tad i gt no shoe n pants n t-shirt sia...
how? i goin to start schlin le leh... omg!!

i think i m nt tad wantin to noe jj de everything le...
last time i scared to lose him.. so wantin to hav him totally..
but nw i noe i m wrong de... i must hav confidence in myself n him...
tads is the oni way to make our train to run smoothly... haha
end here... happy always...

i still miss my last romance ;

today i watched lots of cartoon..
hhaa... but damn sian la..
haha...
erm... today i start to think lotz again...
i thinkin y i n him becumin nt like the past?
after he ask 4 a break last time, i start to wantin to b his perfect gal!
but this take no long... i back to who i m again... haha
tad break hurt mi much n oso make mi hate him alittle...
although its all over le, but i still worry !
worry tad he will request again...
tupid mi indeed...
do i love him? how can i noe?
do he love mi? how can i noe?
haha...
no matter wad after meetin him on his bday, i noe i love .. haha
bo liao de wo sia...
erm... tml st de bday goin where? can sumone tell mi?
haha.. end here.. haha

i still miss my last romance ;

don noe y ..
today de i damn blur sia...
help my friend buy soccer match...
end up i don noe wad i buyin...
hope i didnt bought wrongly..
haha...
i bought a total of 5 ticket..
3 of them belong to my friend de..
if i bought wrongly den sorry leh!
next time if wanna i buy i think its better to sms mi la..
haha...
i bought 2 4 myself..
whereby 1 i think i bought wrongly..
the odd so little oni.. return $0.65..
so the ...
haiz... nvm la...play play lo.. end here..

i still miss my last romance ;

yst feel so restless...
went fl hse to apply make up..
den went to bugis wif fl n yl...
yl look tired oso...
the gals say gt lots of guys look @ mi..
don noe real ma? haha..
if so... den look @ mi due to my skirt o face?
haha...
today de trip nt tad fun...
after tad.. we go enter de arcade..
i n fl play de throw basketball thingy...
i really gt years didnt play tad le sia..
haha..
den yuan meet us n we all went to 400+ to eat ..
den yulong meet us...
den... don noe y so wantin to c him...
of coz la.. his bday ma.. haha..
fl n long acc mi to join him @ bb..
we watched soccer der...
but i still prefer watch @ home..
haha...
my mini skirt make mi nt nature sia...
haha...match over...
den he send mi home... HAPPY!!
but i really 2 tired le so he did say something tad i cant hear clearly..
nvm ba... haha...

today my eye feel sore sia.. don noe y...
haiz...hope nth ba...
so end here...

i still miss my last romance ;

erm .. basically nth much happen today la...
rain heavily in the afternoon...
but gtg jing hse 2 celebrate june babies de bday...
i walk carefully coz my slipper is slippery.. haha..
den meet min to purchase cake...
den go jing hse...
wow.. long time didnt go her hse le sia..
haha...
den saw fl n jing make up ...
den they oso ask mi n min to join...
they make up till so pretty...
fl say:
jing goin the hu lijing look..(opps!!sorry)
min goin the cute look...
i goin the business women look.. (m i?)
den fl goin the auntie look???
haha...
fl say i look pretty wif make up...
does it mean tad i didnt make up den nt pretty??
shld i b happy o sad??
haha...
den mq meet us n we go 4 dinner..
it is delicious.. happy bday 2 jing n mq..
haaha..

don noe y leh.. today i started to miss him le...
haiz.. i mus stop missin..
coz cant c he on his bday..
haiz.. sad...
cannot la... he busy ma.. so i support him..
haah..

tml i goin kster wif my cousin...
hope i enjoy!!
haha.. end here den!

i still miss my last romance ;

today went shoppin wif season...
we go marina...
while foong n jing cuttin their hair @ heatwave,
i n min lookin 4 jing de lovely present...
we search high n low.. nth to c...
sian sia...
i bought a bilabong de mini skirt 4 $xx.90..
so ex.. so xin tong...don tell jj leh!!
den don noe when... we saw something tad caught our eye..
hahaa.. den mq reached n we meet her...
fl den called mq to go 4 her haircut appointment...
den jing n min acc mq for her appointment..
i n hungry de foong go to eat sausage claypot...
erm.. nt bad la.. but fl don like.. haha
den... season finally back together again..
den jing goin 4 basketball de match...
left 4 of us searchin 4 mq de present..
haiz... walk here n there 4 her present sia...
den saw jacket tad i so wantin to purchase for jj..
but i noe jj don like so i didnt purchase...
so we intend to get out from marina le..
but as we reached the citylink... siao de wo wanted to head back 4 jacket 4 jj..
we walked back to tad shop n i purchase a jacket 4 jj..
but tad is nt the first 1 tad caught my eye de lo..
but nvm lo... buy another jacket tad caught my eye lo.. haiz
but i think jj will scold mi de lo.. haha
den we oso bought jacket 4 mq oso..
hhaa..
present 4 all june baby settled.. happy!!!
haha.. so end here!

i still miss my last romance ;

wad happenin 2 mi??
today i meet st n yl to jp..
den suddenly i feel like buyin make up..
i spent abt $80+ sia..
i noe abit 2 wastin le but i wanna hav a change!!
all my friends started to put on make up le..
so i oso wan ma..
the thing is tad y i wanna have such change?
i don like all the powder thingy but i wan to buy ..
i really don noe wad i m doin ..
ppl changed mostly due to break or stress..
but these 2 doesnt apply to mi!!
i jus wanna make myself the center of attraction oni ma..
izzit??i don noe!!

ppl ask mi whether i single or attached...
i don even noe how to reply..
hahah...

today i suddenly realise tad LOVE does not means u must b wif his/her side 1314..
love is lookin ur loved happy n smile always...
so i don intend to tied on him le...
i wanna he to b happy...
i realise tad he have a long time didnt smile like it used to b le..
the more i realise , the more i think i m in wrong..
so... no matter wad happen to us...
i jus wanna him to b happy n less stress..
love all my friends n jj...
end here!

i still miss my last romance ;

yst i feel so sick sia...
don noe y leh..??
i didnt have my dinner oso...
opps!! cant let jj noe leh!!
haha...
erm... don noe wad to say...
today stay @ hm all day lo..
cook magee mee for lunch...
i can b a great cook o...
tad tupid jj don believe i can cook n confirm wont diarrhoea lo!
haiz.. don trust mi.. haha..
hmmm.. i lost weigh le o.. haha...
tupid jj say the weighin machine spoilt...
haiz... haha
tml don noe where to go sia....
i bored till don noe how le sia...
hmmm... haiz... miss 5N1 sia
o ya.. yst mq told mi tad mrs sng was the mother of 5N1 '05..
haha.. tads true ma.. haha
omg..don noe wad to buy 4 ljj sia... so ma fan...
i so wantin to buy him jacket but he don wan..
haiz...can someone tell mi wad to buy?
wanna b wif him on his bday but he gt make up lesson...
sian halg sia..
k la.. end here!!!

i still miss my last romance ;

yst went out wif jj n co.
we go to IT fair..
we all bought Mp3...
so happy...
durin this trip, although i m damn tired
but i m very happy...,
don ask mi Y leh.. hhaa
love jj...!!!
after tad we go bugis ...
jj n kent went to repair their laptop..
i , xy n R wait 4 them in BK...
damn sian der sia...
haha...

den i feel like lookin @ jj de phone...
i saw something tad grew my jealousy..
but i mus trust him...
den i hinted jj ...
he say 1 word tad ruin my mood...

"privacy"....
sorry i noe i shldnt look into ur privacy even i m ur gf..
u noe wad i damn sad when u say tad leh...
i.... feelin so hurt sia....
i jus wan to c how u doin ma... sad!!!
u c mine de .. i oso didnt say privacy ma...
i feel like outsider sia...

i don noe y ... we 2 seems to b bickerin whenever we saw eachother
after bicker.. den both tired....
den bein cold to eachother...
den most of the time... i apologise de lo... cant i angry ??
y cant i angry of u de...??


today i wake up late...
i cant wake up sia...
den kor wanna go mac for lunch...
omg.. goin to fat le...
den i don noe wad i goin to do le...
haha
stop here den...

i still miss my last romance ;

today i damn angry n sad.. i wan go kbox wif fl they all but i cant... firstly i gt dinner.. secondly mummy n daddy don allow mi to reach hm late... i cry n sing @ at same time.. my tears cant stop rollin down.. y cant i b home late... not always ma.. jus once in a mth oni ma.. y cannot... i feel damn angry... i feel like escapin from this world... i wan to share some of my day wif my friend oni. y cant??... i nt even goin out or stayin out late often. i wan freedom... i noe my parent worry but i sure i noe how to tc of myself de ma... i wan go..... my tears cant stop rollin down den my fault ar.... i hate who i m nw... i hate everything!!!

i still miss my last romance ;

yst fl called n i don noe wad to say!
feelin damn bad...
yst i headach till i don noe wad to say..
haiz...
so sorry my dear sista(FL)...

yst i didnt sleep sia..
coz' suddenly my tummy damn pain
poor mi!!

this morning i go pray for my GP de
1 yr... wake up at 7 ...
saw fl de msg but i 2 sick to reply..
feel so sorry...
in the cab, i almost vomitsia..
feel terrible...

Now my gestric feel uncomfortable...
i think gestric flu ba...
feel sick sia.. hope my jj wif mi..
but nvm... i m independent de...
haha..
i cant let jj worry mi again le..
hhaa..
omg..pain sia... haiz..

i still miss my last romance ;