Sunday, December 24, 2006
wad a christmas eve... wake up at 9 plus den meet jing n mq at bl station... don now whether i reached too early o they r late... i wait i wait i wait!!!! happy waitin!!
den meet fl at je station.. at first i tot i n fl will nt tok at all due to some reason.. but we r ok!!! hahaha... was angry abt 1 another was already a habit for us o wad??? haha...
we shop at vivo den meet lileng for lunch.... the food there nt bad but don noe y my appetiate wasnt tt gd lo.. hhaa... didnt finish my plate again.. sharks...
den shop shop shop....!!!!
mq went hm... jing, fl n i went to jp sakae to eat... didnt eat much!!!
i den stupidly request fl to call him n wish him merry christmas.. very stupid mi indeed!! but also gt to noe fl is really a true friend , those yrs of quarrelment was worth of!!! hahah... minutes later yulong called n play the same thing we did... haha..
finally gt to hear his voice... but i cant speak out.. i don noe y!!!??? tt feelin is weird!!! i feel like tokin to a stranger tt i noe but don really rmb... speechless!!! weird!!! mayb wad jing said was rit!! wad i wan from him nw was only a reply ... i don need any commitment from him at all!!! but he seems to b escapin from tt reply... hahha... will i still live romantically w/o a simple reply from him? i don noe either!!! hw i wish my heart can love som1 else n treat him as a stranger !!!
or even he still trear mi as his friend .. friend tt can go out, have dinner o lunch together o wad ever... hahaha... i cant even gt tt from him... hahah
can i stop bloggin abt him? i feel so tired but my hear don allow mi to forget thinkin... pls give mi a break by jus reply mi !!!!
after our dinner at sakae, we head to my hse... fl played wif my hair... actually i do like tt hairstyle.. it look really sweet!! tnx fl... nw den i noe im nt ugly at all... muackz....
if lyc gt the chance to read this entry, i wanna giv u a few words n hope u don mind!!!
mayb i do understand how u feel !!! wads over is over!!! pls don b bothered abt it!!! i oso tried to forget abt my him but till nw i don even noe whether i hav did it o nt... !!! so don force urself to forget her!!! jus carry on to lead a new life of urs... !!! no1 is perfect, u don need to b perfect!!! u jus need to b urself!!! u will find ur romance when the time comes!!! if u do need an accompany pls feel free to ask mi out!!! i will try to b available!!! =)
last but nt least, wish all my frienzy MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ENJOY!!! FORGET ABT ALL THOSE U DON WAN TO RMB !!! LEAD A BETTER FUTURE AHEAD!!!
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