My nAme:suwen
mY aGe:18 born on march 20 . Currently studyin @ private institute(ftc) to achieve ACCA. i love eatin(confirm gain weight lo) , singing(terrible vocal) n makin friends. i love 5N1'o5(they just rockz) . i love my family n friends n seasons(they r always der 4 mi). i hate yam n myself .i hate ppl tryin to avoid mi.

WISH ONE: gain ACCA passed
WISH TWO: 'jian fei chen gong'
WISH THREE: meet my prince charming

*yIlIn
*shUtiNg
*fOOng LiNg
*liJING
*mEIqI
*YongCai
*jUn KEat
*jiNgcHun
*xINyINg
*pEIFanG
*ALvin
*sUfANg
*vAL
*THEResa
*anGelYne
*EranTHE
*TyAn
*yIN BAo
ICE ANGEL
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...SWEETALKS

...ROMANCE GODDESS

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report: my energy left 2%..... i m so tired... tired in mentally, physically n emotionally....

today spent the first half of my day in sch n the other half wif my friends n family.... so tired... can som1 give mi a shoulder to lean on? hhaha...

jus nw at 7 i watched the show ' hai de er zi' ... when xiang hai wana break wif qian yun , i start to think abt him again... haha.. stupid sia... wad qian yun said is so rit sia.. y xiang hai choose to escape from reality ? if he don willin to give u happiness , cant give u happiness , don willin to contribute, don love u ... give him up den.... haha... but the reality is so cruel lo... it is easy to say but i cant do it... i force myself to give him up but i failed... sob... i really try to give up but i still love him.... m i? is bein wif mi really causin so much miserable? wad i did?

i think the song ' hai shi han ai ni ' by sweety which oso the song of my blog describe my feelin lo...

ya.. i already list my piriorities the way it should b... my love nt the 1st le.... my 1st piriority is studies den family den love... can? happy? BUT I M NT HAPPY @ ALL....

haah.. y m i f0rcin myself to b tad happy infront of every1? im so tired... im drained... all i wan is only tad all my friends is happy... m i wrong?

yayaa.. all negative thoughts again... my negative thoughts evolve when i feel drained up n gt no contribution.... wad i wan in life is so SIMPLE but y cant i gt ? all i wan is all my friends is happy, i passed my ACCA, i gt my lover to support mi, a peace family n a life tad is colourful.... but nw my love = 0 ..n it is all tnx to mi... tnx to wad i have done in the past.... i hate myself to the brim....

i lost who i m... so who m i nw? i hope my 2% of energy can last.... i jus feel like leavin everything aside .. aha.... but i cant...

pisces = fantasies n think alot.... its nt my fault ... i cant chose it but accept it.... i miss the old mi... m i turning back to the old sw o the new evolvin 1?

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i still miss my last romance ;