Thursday, September 21, 2006
last nite i gt a dream of happiness, horrible n terrible .. haha
happiness- i n 'som1' bein together ... so sweet...xin fu de lo...
terrible- den i n fl on bus , we saw old couple 'enjoyin themselves' in the bus..
horrible- all of a sudden there is bomb threw in by ppl from other buses .. all women go to the front of the bus.. guys stayin at the back throwin bombs out... like playin water bombs...so weird... i wake up wif fear.. don noe y?? so scary lo..
today nt feelin very well.. think mr fever visitin mi... sianz... feel terrible...
jus nw hav a close chat wif hui ying... i told her abt the 'som1' i fall for.. den she ask mi whether tt guy love mi oso but unnoticed... hw i noe? haha... she ask mi if he do, den will i accept? i say no... coz i think its better to b friends... she ask mi y? i didnt reply... haha... my reason is tt i m scared of gtin hurt again... tt feelin is terrible... nw facin him i think i will feel terrible still... haha...
told fl i nt goin for the bbq... coz i gt work on tt day n i don noe hw to go... haha...
i realise tt i had already treats him as a xi guan.. haha.. hope will change.. hhaaa... i don wan to gt hurt emotionally again.. haha...
m i really fallin 4 tt 'som1'?? haiz... hope nt...don treat mi so gd le can?... but wad alvin told mi yst is quite true leh... i think i had forgotten abt tt 'him'...hav i?but yst i n long de conversation still contain tt 'him' leh... feel terrible tt moment...he really forgtten abt mi?... no regret?.... so shack.. haha... but i confirm 'som1' nver fall 4 mi de lo... hhaah..... i so nan kan... hahha... siao ar ... haha...my heart is entangled ... haha..
to seasons
when is our aniversary? u all discuss le den tag mi... den on tt day we all go celebrate a memorable 5th yr aniversary.... haha..
tml maxi bday .. bought a 'ink' bag 4 her.. so nice sia... hope she like it.. i think she will.. coz i like it.. haha...goin sakea tml to celebrate her bday.. haha...
end here.
i still miss my last
romance ;