hmmm.. wad to blog today?today i overslept but still can make it for classes... so luckily blessed.. hhaa... the lecturer nicholas r so s lo... i don like his teachin style but no choice.. i think i better do some own sudies .. if nt surely will fail under his guidance ... haha...

i so tired lo.. nt enough slp n stress everywhere.. sianz... haha... people tend to change at the stage when they graduate from secondary.... this is quite true... their direction n life r bein shaken... they will give up thingy tad they find it worthless ... but y mus people give up? as for mi, my determination is tad strong tad i don even noe how to control it... i hate this but tads me... for instance, i love accountancy n so i choose account n not other courses... i love him so i don willin to give up... haha... i m damely tired but still my determination make mi more tired... i cant breathe... y thing changes so randomly ? cant it change more slowly n peacefully? i don like the way i present myself .. i don like the stranger feelin... every time i wanna throw away all negative thoughts.. i feel loney.. haha.. y i wan have negative thoughts in the first place? its meanly becoz i find myself bein left out n wanna ppl or that particular person to notice mi... but i was wrong to present it this manner...

this way of attractin attention tend to make mi losin my love n addin more miserable in life... ya, i regreted on doin such a foolish thing ... n now i cant do anything but to forget abt my love..although i m som1 who never give up too easily de...

i don wan to have any negative thoughts again n so i turning myself back track to who i really was... n nw i was finally who i m..u noe wad, wad we saw on tv is nt really wad real life is...hhaa...

happy always .. suwen is back on the track of positive..

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