Wednesday, August 09, 2006
hmm... today is our 41st national day... singapore rulz.. hahah
erm... these few days i study study study to prevent myself from thinkin lots n forget abt the past... i wanna to write a new chapter of my life.... i hate draggin... it make me suffer like hell.. hehehe...
no matter wad i really enjoy those moment occur in yr 2005.... like wad xy said... yr 2005 was a memorable yr.... hahaha..... i tryin my very best to pull myself out of tad forest n tryin to accept other forest which can cling mi on... but i think it may b hard coz i m a bad gf... hahaa.... should i say fan... haha....
1 day = decades... hhaa.... tryin all means to gt back to the life tad belong only to myself... haha....
tryin to study all i can everyday to make myself strong... haha.... will i start to hate chalet?? i don noe... chalet means memory of somebody.. hahha... so don wantin to recall but i cant help it if there a nd to go... haha...
ppl say when it comes to love... 1 must b selfish.. but i always cant b 1... i don noe y? i jus cant make myself selfish ... i jus wan a fair n sq de r/s...
how i hope everlastin de r/s... i tot i found him but he havent found his... haha... cant my life b more simple? i never ask 4 more but wad i gt is such a complicated life....
mayb i sholdnt fall into so deeply 4 my nxt r/s... i must really control my feel...
i told fl must control our feel but i realise tad.. by sayin its easy bt nt action...
okok.. i go buried myself wif books le.
end here!
i still miss my last
romance ;
